Very little of my time I sit and think and think and think…. where things went wrong, where sentiments weren’t as sentimental and why they weren’t anymore. And where the difference of thirty minutes with you was better than anything. Now I leave thirty minutes before I even have to, and to do absolutely nothing after at that.
Sometimes I don’t understand why we are wrong, but the majority of the time I don’t care.
Much of my life had been devoted to trying not to cry in front of people who loved me. You clench your teeth. You look up. You tell yourself that if they see you cry, it will hurt them, and you will be nothing but a sadness in their lives, and you must not become a mere sadness, so you will not cry, and you say all of this to yourself while looking up at the ceiling, and then you swallow even though your throat does not want to close and you look at the person who loves you and smile
John Green
(via wildthicket)
“You’re a waste. You hide behind your hair and you never go to parties. You have no friends and you have managed to fuck up just about everything, you can’t really cry because you know it is your fault but you have to for some reason, it’s an addiction to become this self-induced mess with bruises and cuts. You bite your nails and your lip and listen to sad music while watching every other human being living their life, fulfilling every part of it and you wonder why you are so depressed and miserable, it is because it is your fault. Stop trying to feel misunderstood and just realize no one cares, you shouldn’t either.”
— Unknown (via perfect)
(Source: beyonddone, via recoveryislovely)
Anonymous asked: you get more adorable each day
you don’t laugh at the videos i send you
the worst part about mental illness is that everyone eventually gets sick of your problem and stops caring about it completely
(via death-consciousness)
“You don’t ever have to feel guilty about removing toxic people from your life. It doesn’t matter whether someone is a relative, romantic interest, employer, childhood friend, or a new acquaintance — you don’t have to make room for people who cause you pain or make you feel small. It’s one thing if a person owns up to their behavior and makes an effort to change. But if a person disregards your feelings, ignores your boundaries, and continues to treat you in a harmful way, they need to go.”
— Daniell Koepke
(via larmoyante)
(via deadpoetsocietea)
I remember a far away laugh a sweet caress you’d help me zip up my dress.
And I remember your arms wrapped around my neck twenty one shells wrapped in a nest.
Endlessness. Didn’t last.
I won’t change given the chance.
I remember no place for me to hide. Before you came home at night.
And I remember you turnin’ out the lights all i ever saw was the red in your eyes.
No big surprise. Happened nearly every night your own flesh & blood.
I did wonder why.
I remember not knowing what to say & how calm you had remained your child still born with no name.
I remember the never ending summer rain.
Please don’t let what was get in the way of whats next.
Don’t forget that whats to come hasn’t come yet.
(via splendid-circumstances)
(Source: jeffmiller, via paradoxicalsentiments)
Someone’s probably in love with you right now, even though you think you’re boring and stupid and smell bad most of the time, someone probably saw you last week and wiped their sweaty hands on the insides of their pockets and thought about your body under your clothing and about how you would look asleep in their bed
(via kristophermichael)
Anonymous asked: do you use any special editing apps for your instagram photos? they're always so nice!
yeah i use vsco cam :~)
