~should be excused from all homework due to fabulous over dose~
but in all seriousness i have 5 math homework assignments i should do by tonight and i also would like to show my bittersweet appreciation for these jeans because they are faded and they made my legs look fat. But a black guy said i looked fierce today so i can’t even complain, and i couldn’t argue.
10:05 pm • 7 May 2013 • 2 notes
dress coded because i’m too hot to attend school
2:15 pm • 19 April 2013 • 5 notes
*in ap environmental science*
mcgrath: “polar bears are ver-“
me: “DID YOU KNOW OVER 400 SEA LION PUPS HAVE WASHED ASHORE WITHOUT THEIR MOM’S BECAUSE THEY CAN’T FIND ANY FOOD?!”
some kid: “what’s the even purpose of sea lions?”
me: *turns around* “WHAT’S THE PURPOSE OF YOU?”
4:17 pm • 14 April 2013 • 2 notes
Yesterday I went to Miguel’s house to help him watch his nephews. Those little kids are adorable… and crazy, but still cute.
Also when I went over the pizza had also just arrived and I was in the kitchen with Miguel, his two sisters, and two nephews and his dad had got pizza and brought it back to his room, and he came back again and he asked if I was eating and of course I responded yes and he replied back with “good”. I don’t know. I’ve never had an adult make sure I was eating before and it kind of felt good that someone other than Miguel cared about my eating habits.
And then I made cookies for everyone because I get to use Miguel’s kitchen pretty much whenever I want
1:31 pm • 14 April 2013 • 1 note
really, my favorite skirt ever
7:06 pm • 5 April 2013
I was denied to western washington
this is probably one of the biggest heartbreaks of my life, not only was I denied the opportunity to attend one of my dream schools for as long as i could remember, but the fact that my life is being put on hold to live my washington dream.
i’m only 17, but i feel like my college denials have put my life on hold. i know i was accepted into one university, but the distance would ruin my life, let alone the school isn’t ideal to my living means.
i have one school in washington left, but to be honest, there is no hope for me attending that school.
the fact of the matter is that i’ve been denied to 6 colleges in a row. the process of this has made me realize that ultimately i am not good enough….. that’s really all it’s done.
3:36 pm • 1 April 2013
It’s hilarious how people are so concerned about being next to someone else who is purchasing condoms. Like Miguel and I were in the aisle just looking and people’s intentions were to walk to the section we were in, but would make like 180’s and just leave because they couldn’t even handle standing next to someone.
We were literally laughing so much that we just decided to stay there to low key inconvenience people and just laugh at their feeling of being awkward.
2:44 pm • 30 March 2013 • 2 notes
The struggle of injuries is real
8:44 pm • 20 March 2013 • 4 notes
talk about a bad day (yes, i am negative minded enough to list my cons)
- i can’t run because my ankles are swollen so track is put on hold momentarily
- i got denied to another college which makes 5 in a row
- ap econ is literally a foreign math language equation all over the square root of i idek tbh
- i ache
- i am fat
- i didn’t do well enough is school so everything is showing right now
- working hard my last two years did not pay off
- i’d rather sit in hell than feel right now
- i am alone
- i am forgotten
- and i am crying
10:15 pm • 19 March 2013
So I’m so busy because when I’m not at school, I’m at track practice, and when it’s not practice it’s a meet, and when I’m not at a meet I am in tutoring, and if I’m not at any of those I am eating, sleeping or doing my homework. And I’m okay with that.
I’m balanced at a 99-101 pounds and I think I’m okay with that too.
I’m have SO many new friends. I have people who I care about so much at this point I can’t even fathom leaving to Washington without them. But life will go on.
I am now going to spend the night at my boyfriends.
3:45 am • 16 March 2013 • 3 notes
i cannot articulate with my words the distraught and painful emotions i feel towards the denial to yet another college. the difference is the meaning of the denial though. seattle university has denied me fall admission.
i know i should keep my hopes at level with the last 3 colleges that have responded, but i don’t know how i would handle another denial.
3:36 am • 10 March 2013
remember when everyone was like “oh you’ll get in” but in reality….
11:56 pm • 6 March 2013 • 1 note